we quarrelled...and we patched... cos you gave in first.... again

monday 3 dec 2012

we quarrelled.
it was raining. but you did not have an umbrella.
we arranged to meet for dinner at yishun.
but in the end, i delayed and you were pissed.
cos you were wet and drenched and i was late.

but yes, i was pissed too.
i was late because you informed me late
i was late because you needed some help and i sat the void deck alone for approx an hour and helped you fixed.
i was late because i do not want to disappoint you, neither do i want to disappoint my mother, my grandmother and my uncle.
i was late because i was trying to fulfil my role as a wife, a  daughter, granddaughter and a niece.

yes, i was pissed.
i blocked your call and slept in the mrt on my way home.
ignored your phone call. and msg.

when i reached home, you had no dinner.
i did not cook. and you decided not to eat much for dinner.
no delivery, no coffeeshop food.

in the end, you heat up the chicken pau and asked me to share with you.

i am sorry.
always being late for our appointment.
no matter how bad the quarrel we had, you are always the first one to say sorry and seek for forgiveness.

thank you for putting me at first place, once again.


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