Its been a while...but it only gets better... for you and me...

the first day that i drew a clear line with my previous company
i decided to tidy up my life and the things around me.
then i found this blogspot again.
yes, its been what.... 3 years since i last post on this blogspot...time flies... but yes... i am still with you...

we have long entered a different phase of our lives since May 2011 and would most likely enter another in May 2013...

thank god for sending you to me.
to be in my life. to stay beside me while i walk the journey called "Past, Present, and Future"
you accepted who i was
you changed alot for me
you consoled me
you assure me when i was lost
you laugh at me when i am silly
you check on me when i am sick, sad and out of your sight
you work hard for our family
you cook for me you wash and do chores for me

you always call my name the first thing in the morning when you wake up and realise i am not beside you
you always speak to me first after we quarrel...sometimes apologising even its still my fault
you always let me through the door first after unlocking it
you always let me in the bus seat when you found an empty pair
you always hold my hand and walk in front of me in a crowded place
you always ask me what do i want to eat before choosing any eating place
you always order food for me first before ordering yours
you always cover my head when it drizzle or rain
you always hug me tightly when we share an umbrella
you carry my bag whenever i am tired and i ask you for it
you massage for me when i say i am tired from work
you took the cab with me whenever i am tired to take the bus/train to work
you always ask/inform me before you arrange for an appointment with or without me
you always ask/inform me before you purchase anything, for yourself or for the house
you always get the movies that i love
we ate one slice of the strawberry cake and you bought the whole 1 kg of the cake just because i said i like it - just to cheer me up
when i am sick you are the first one to accompany me
you always hold my hand when mine brushes yours
you remember the things i said and made an effort to accomplish for me
you remember all the things that i want to have and buy
you always look out for things that i need to buy whenever we window shop
you never say no when i say i want to buy things
you think for my parents, family and our daughter, fybie
you always put me first in your heart

what can i ask for?

i only ask for your health and happiness
a smoother journey for you to tread on a bridge to a better career and life
kind and warm people whom you'll meet when you are not with me
you to be blessed with support, help and warmth no matter where you are
reliable people who can bring you through difficulties
people who love you for who you are and not harm you and change you negatively
people who can bring out the good and positive feelings and emotions in you, much more than the negative ones.
that all your wishes and plans come true and you lead a life what you like, love and adore

for us, i wish for a sturdy path that we can both walk on
build a family that no one else can trample on
bear healthy and happy children who can add joy and laughter in our lives
gain capability to spread joy and laughter to all those who are dear to us, family members, friends and many more.

love you
your dear