Thursday, August 21, 2014

a morning of norm filled with good emotions... for you and her...

it's a brand new thursday - week 34 
thank you for taking the first steps all the time
buying the sketch book for baby rachelle, yesterday
I am sure we will have lots of fun working on it
She will love it...

and...
tired, but happy. 
i count my blessings...
to be able to sleep beside you nightly... 
massaging your palm....
dozing off with you hand in hand...

Love you
Wife. 

Wednesday, August 20, 2014

6 years 9 months... the last 2 months as F.J...

been 2 years since the last post...
a long time has passed when I finally found the need to pen down what i need to let go...

F and J are no longer the same anymore...
time passed
life changed
decisions made
feelings grew
relationships evolved
chemistry worked
thoughts developed
behaviours changed...

all these because we grew, and are still growing...
but i am so glad we grew as F.J.
its been 6 years and 9 months...
many things, if not all, have only gotten better, and not worse...
we found strength in each other...
this made us stronger as a "we"
I thank god for giving us a journey to go through, together...
arduous enough for us to suffer and learn...
sweet enough for us to smile and laugh
affectionate enough for us to hug and kiss
fun enough to giggle and poke fun at
loving enough to transit to another stage...

soon, we will welcome a new phase in life, together...
it will be challenging for me. for you. for us. for our families.
BUT, i am sure, it will be a challenge that's meant to toughen us, "glue" us together even more.

thank you
for coming into my life
for staying in my life
for being here with me right now, this very day...
for being who you are for me.. for us...
today, tomorrow and day after tomorrow.

I love you.

Others may say, with the change,
my love to you will lessen, and your love to me will too.
But i say,
for us, it will double and triple...
cos love grows infinitely.
its an amazing feeling that will grow without us knowing it.

I love you.
and I know for sure, you do too...

J to F.