Tuesday, December 11, 2012
2 nights in a row... upset and slept
u thought i am not frantic.
not pressurized.
not stressed.
i am not worried?
how can u not see from my perspective...
should not have made that decision... if i knew u would do this...
not pressurized.
not stressed.
i am not worried?
how can u not see from my perspective...
should not have made that decision... if i knew u would do this...
Wednesday, December 5, 2012
dinner is served with love... and a soup on your "Favourites" list
tuesday 4 december
i woke up togther with you and 6 plus am
thinking and decided to go marketing. and make some food for your dinner.
as a wife, seeing you work hard at work and i am not working currently.
the least i can do is make the house welcoming.
and fill the table with food that fills your stomach.
it took me half a day to prepare cos i was brewing.
luckily you managed to finish all the food.
yes, the whole dinner manufactured by me for the first time.
yes, i burnt my hand couple times, leaving scars on the back of my palm, and forearm.
but these scars do not scare me away from cooking for you.
i will continue to manufacture and you will be my QC manager
thank you for cooking for me all the time.
let me pamper you once in a while, as a wife who wants you to relax at home, from work.
melon soup with ribs
pan-fried stingray
stir-fried baby spinach
stir-fried yong tau foo
with rice
yes.
its a blissful feeling to see you eat every mouthful
its a happy moment to see you finish all the food and not feel hungry for the rest of the night.
I will buck-up.
------------ the end------------
i woke up togther with you and 6 plus am
thinking and decided to go marketing. and make some food for your dinner.
as a wife, seeing you work hard at work and i am not working currently.
the least i can do is make the house welcoming.
and fill the table with food that fills your stomach.
it took me half a day to prepare cos i was brewing.
luckily you managed to finish all the food.
yes, the whole dinner manufactured by me for the first time.
yes, i burnt my hand couple times, leaving scars on the back of my palm, and forearm.
but these scars do not scare me away from cooking for you.
i will continue to manufacture and you will be my QC manager
thank you for cooking for me all the time.
let me pamper you once in a while, as a wife who wants you to relax at home, from work.
melon soup with ribs
pan-fried stingray
stir-fried baby spinach
stir-fried yong tau foo
with rice
yes.
its a blissful feeling to see you eat every mouthful
its a happy moment to see you finish all the food and not feel hungry for the rest of the night.
I will buck-up.
------------ the end------------
we quarrelled...and we patched... cos you gave in first.... again
monday 3 dec 2012
we quarrelled.
it was raining. but you did not have an umbrella.
we arranged to meet for dinner at yishun.
but in the end, i delayed and you were pissed.
cos you were wet and drenched and i was late.
but yes, i was pissed too.
i was late because you informed me late
i was late because you needed some help and i sat the void deck alone for approx an hour and helped you fixed.
i was late because i do not want to disappoint you, neither do i want to disappoint my mother, my grandmother and my uncle.
i was late because i was trying to fulfil my role as a wife, a daughter, granddaughter and a niece.
yes, i was pissed.
i blocked your call and slept in the mrt on my way home.
ignored your phone call. and msg.
when i reached home, you had no dinner.
i did not cook. and you decided not to eat much for dinner.
no delivery, no coffeeshop food.
in the end, you heat up the chicken pau and asked me to share with you.
i am sorry.
always being late for our appointment.
no matter how bad the quarrel we had, you are always the first one to say sorry and seek for forgiveness.
thank you for putting me at first place, once again.
------- the end-------
we quarrelled.
it was raining. but you did not have an umbrella.
we arranged to meet for dinner at yishun.
but in the end, i delayed and you were pissed.
cos you were wet and drenched and i was late.
but yes, i was pissed too.
i was late because you informed me late
i was late because you needed some help and i sat the void deck alone for approx an hour and helped you fixed.
i was late because i do not want to disappoint you, neither do i want to disappoint my mother, my grandmother and my uncle.
i was late because i was trying to fulfil my role as a wife, a daughter, granddaughter and a niece.
yes, i was pissed.
i blocked your call and slept in the mrt on my way home.
ignored your phone call. and msg.
when i reached home, you had no dinner.
i did not cook. and you decided not to eat much for dinner.
no delivery, no coffeeshop food.
in the end, you heat up the chicken pau and asked me to share with you.
i am sorry.
always being late for our appointment.
no matter how bad the quarrel we had, you are always the first one to say sorry and seek for forgiveness.
thank you for putting me at first place, once again.
------- the end-------
a trip to JB and my total damage
1 Dec, there we are - just woke up from bed, getting ready to go to JB
with your parents.
decided only the freaking day before.
Yes, as usual, being the stubborn one I know of you - you refused to make the trip with them.
not without me.
so here I am, making it happen for you and your parents. argh....
but i know you just needed my company... (muacks)
and guess what.
woah, it was a "food"ful trip. lots of food when i gained pounds and pounds and pounds.
but there you go again..."dear, do you want to buy this", "do you like this", "this is nice,"
every single shop that we go to, you'll ask if I needed to get something.
In the end, (with the power of your parents combined), I bought:
1 top - green with off shoulder and metal chain on one side of the shoulder - you said its refreshing and i do not need to buy clothes by occasion. when i find one that suits me, just buy
1 top - of hello kitty - you said its looks good
1 top - pic of a cute girl - you said its comfortable for me to wear it at home
2 mouses - hello kitties - cos you know i do like small mouses, especially the cutes ones
3 pair of earrings - cos i said i needed 1 pair simple one, you chose 3 pairs for me
2 pair of flats for work - cos you remembered that i always wears black and i needed a refreshing colour.
1 leopard print bag - cos i like it and ye,s i have the support of your parents... (''-")v - victory
1 future orange bag (you left a contact no. for the shop attendant to call you) cos it looked good on me during interview
1 headset - we shared, and because you know i like to listen to music during my "me-time"
550g of cuttle fish because i liked to eat.
and I did pedicure.
yes, cos you refused to do it.
and you only did it because i did it, and insisted that i need your company...
oh, did i even mentioned that you wanted to get me a phone casing, for my future phone.
if i am agreeable to all that you said, you would have also bought me a purse, a watch, a 2nd bag, popcorn - if i ever said yes, or anything.
haiz....
darling, do not spend so much on me....
I do not like to reject you too many times...
especially when I love you too much to do so.
-------- the end---------
decided only the freaking day before.
Yes, as usual, being the stubborn one I know of you - you refused to make the trip with them.
not without me.
so here I am, making it happen for you and your parents. argh....
but i know you just needed my company... (muacks)
and guess what.
woah, it was a "food"ful trip. lots of food when i gained pounds and pounds and pounds.
but there you go again..."dear, do you want to buy this", "do you like this", "this is nice,"
every single shop that we go to, you'll ask if I needed to get something.
In the end, (with the power of your parents combined), I bought:
1 top - green with off shoulder and metal chain on one side of the shoulder - you said its refreshing and i do not need to buy clothes by occasion. when i find one that suits me, just buy
1 top - of hello kitty - you said its looks good
1 top - pic of a cute girl - you said its comfortable for me to wear it at home
2 mouses - hello kitties - cos you know i do like small mouses, especially the cutes ones
3 pair of earrings - cos i said i needed 1 pair simple one, you chose 3 pairs for me
2 pair of flats for work - cos you remembered that i always wears black and i needed a refreshing colour.
1 leopard print bag - cos i like it and ye,s i have the support of your parents... (''-")v - victory
1 future orange bag (you left a contact no. for the shop attendant to call you) cos it looked good on me during interview
1 headset - we shared, and because you know i like to listen to music during my "me-time"
550g of cuttle fish because i liked to eat.
and I did pedicure.
yes, cos you refused to do it.
and you only did it because i did it, and insisted that i need your company...
oh, did i even mentioned that you wanted to get me a phone casing, for my future phone.
if i am agreeable to all that you said, you would have also bought me a purse, a watch, a 2nd bag, popcorn - if i ever said yes, or anything.
haiz....
darling, do not spend so much on me....
I do not like to reject you too many times...
especially when I love you too much to do so.
-------- the end---------
blood test results...
30 November, came the blood test results.
as your mum predicted, it was not as good as it should be.
so we gotta plan for the next visit to the specialist.
there you are being casual about everything.
and here i am, being uptight about making you quite smoking and eat healthily as well as changing your lifestyle.
i really want to walk many years with you by my side.
please do something to make my wish happen.
a dream comes true while we sleep.
a wish comes true when we believe, and we strive hard towards it.
Yes, i want you to hold my hands for many years to come.
-------- the end ----------
as your mum predicted, it was not as good as it should be.
so we gotta plan for the next visit to the specialist.
there you are being casual about everything.
and here i am, being uptight about making you quite smoking and eat healthily as well as changing your lifestyle.
i really want to walk many years with you by my side.
please do something to make my wish happen.
a dream comes true while we sleep.
a wish comes true when we believe, and we strive hard towards it.
Yes, i want you to hold my hands for many years to come.
-------- the end ----------
Monday, December 3, 2012
facebook post... about you...
yes, i copied some portion of my previous post onto
my Facebook post and its fetched me 21 "Likes". its not the numbers
that mattered to me...cos it was never meant for it.
till you knock off from work, you did not mention
a single thing.
well, yes, you din even "Like" the post.
i was guessing you were too busy to notice my post of FB. So i left it there.
then you mentioned it after dinner while we were watching movie at home.
you asked - did i do all those things that you put on Facebook?
I replied - yes, of course you did.
you replied - good that you know it. (in chinese, with a smirk on your face)
i responded with a slap on his thigh, and laughed...
thats the kind of relationship and comfort level we share.
thank you for your humor and your refusal to be romantic in the romantic way.
a simple reply from me always make me laugh...erm, usually its not just me. others laugh at your comments also.
well, yes, you din even "Like" the post.
i was guessing you were too busy to notice my post of FB. So i left it there.
then you mentioned it after dinner while we were watching movie at home.
you asked - did i do all those things that you put on Facebook?
I replied - yes, of course you did.
you replied - good that you know it. (in chinese, with a smirk on your face)
i responded with a slap on his thigh, and laughed...
thats the kind of relationship and comfort level we share.
thank you for your humor and your refusal to be romantic in the romantic way.
a simple reply from me always make me laugh...erm, usually its not just me. others laugh at your comments also.
thats how witty you are.
and thats what i love about you.
and thats what i love about you.
------- the end---------
Thursday, November 29, 2012
Its been a while...but it only gets better... for you and me...
the first day that i drew a clear line with my previous company
i decided to tidy up my life and the things around me.
then i found this blogspot again.
yes, its been what.... 3 years since i last post on this blogspot...time flies... but yes... i am still with you...
we have long entered a different phase of our lives since May 2011 and would most likely enter another in May 2013...
thank god for sending you to me.
to be in my life. to stay beside me while i walk the journey called "Past, Present, and Future"
you accepted who i was
you changed alot for me
you consoled me
you assure me when i was lost
you laugh at me when i am silly
you check on me when i am sick, sad and out of your sight
you work hard for our family
you cook for me you wash and do chores for me
you always call my name the first thing in the morning when you wake up and realise i am not beside you
you always speak to me first after we quarrel...sometimes apologising even its still my fault
you always let me through the door first after unlocking it
you always let me in the bus seat when you found an empty pair
you always hold my hand and walk in front of me in a crowded place
you always ask me what do i want to eat before choosing any eating place
you always order food for me first before ordering yours
you always cover my head when it drizzle or rain
you always hug me tightly when we share an umbrella
you carry my bag whenever i am tired and i ask you for it
you massage for me when i say i am tired from work
you took the cab with me whenever i am tired to take the bus/train to work
you always ask/inform me before you arrange for an appointment with or without me
you always ask/inform me before you purchase anything, for yourself or for the house
you always get the movies that i love
we ate one slice of the strawberry cake and you bought the whole 1 kg of the cake just because i said i like it - just to cheer me up
when i am sick you are the first one to accompany me
you always hold my hand when mine brushes yours
you remember the things i said and made an effort to accomplish for me
you remember all the things that i want to have and buy
you always look out for things that i need to buy whenever we window shop
you never say no when i say i want to buy things
you think for my parents, family and our daughter, fybie
you always put me first in your heart
what can i ask for?
i only ask for your health and happiness
a smoother journey for you to tread on a bridge to a better career and life
kind and warm people whom you'll meet when you are not with me
you to be blessed with support, help and warmth no matter where you are
reliable people who can bring you through difficulties
people who love you for who you are and not harm you and change you negatively
people who can bring out the good and positive feelings and emotions in you, much more than the negative ones.
that all your wishes and plans come true and you lead a life what you like, love and adore
for us, i wish for a sturdy path that we can both walk on
build a family that no one else can trample on
bear healthy and happy children who can add joy and laughter in our lives
gain capability to spread joy and laughter to all those who are dear to us, family members, friends and many more.
love you
your dear
i decided to tidy up my life and the things around me.
then i found this blogspot again.
yes, its been what.... 3 years since i last post on this blogspot...time flies... but yes... i am still with you...
we have long entered a different phase of our lives since May 2011 and would most likely enter another in May 2013...
thank god for sending you to me.
to be in my life. to stay beside me while i walk the journey called "Past, Present, and Future"
you accepted who i was
you changed alot for me
you consoled me
you assure me when i was lost
you laugh at me when i am silly
you check on me when i am sick, sad and out of your sight
you work hard for our family
you cook for me you wash and do chores for me
you always call my name the first thing in the morning when you wake up and realise i am not beside you
you always speak to me first after we quarrel...sometimes apologising even its still my fault
you always let me through the door first after unlocking it
you always let me in the bus seat when you found an empty pair
you always hold my hand and walk in front of me in a crowded place
you always ask me what do i want to eat before choosing any eating place
you always order food for me first before ordering yours
you always cover my head when it drizzle or rain
you always hug me tightly when we share an umbrella
you carry my bag whenever i am tired and i ask you for it
you massage for me when i say i am tired from work
you took the cab with me whenever i am tired to take the bus/train to work
you always ask/inform me before you arrange for an appointment with or without me
you always ask/inform me before you purchase anything, for yourself or for the house
you always get the movies that i love
we ate one slice of the strawberry cake and you bought the whole 1 kg of the cake just because i said i like it - just to cheer me up
when i am sick you are the first one to accompany me
you always hold my hand when mine brushes yours
you remember the things i said and made an effort to accomplish for me
you remember all the things that i want to have and buy
you always look out for things that i need to buy whenever we window shop
you never say no when i say i want to buy things
you think for my parents, family and our daughter, fybie
you always put me first in your heart
what can i ask for?
i only ask for your health and happiness
a smoother journey for you to tread on a bridge to a better career and life
kind and warm people whom you'll meet when you are not with me
you to be blessed with support, help and warmth no matter where you are
reliable people who can bring you through difficulties
people who love you for who you are and not harm you and change you negatively
people who can bring out the good and positive feelings and emotions in you, much more than the negative ones.
that all your wishes and plans come true and you lead a life what you like, love and adore
for us, i wish for a sturdy path that we can both walk on
build a family that no one else can trample on
bear healthy and happy children who can add joy and laughter in our lives
gain capability to spread joy and laughter to all those who are dear to us, family members, friends and many more.
love you
your dear
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