happy birthday once again...

its been sometime since we last met hor...

i think its been some time since we met....not sure why we both felt something different these few days in the absence of each other's comany...fybie misses you too...anyway...any plans for tonight? hmm...we are meeting right? hope we can make use of this time before we part again and wonder when will we meet again...hmmmm...

*to god "dearest one, can I pray for my darling's happiness and ease in his life with regards to work and family and relationship, be it challenges or misfortune? I understand that something has been axeing his brain cells for the past few days so i hope that the antidote for his worries, and problems will arrive soon, to ease off his discomfort and distraction... he needs to stay focused in order to perform to his excellence. if i am his distraction, i will rather stay out of his mind temporarily so that his mind is clear and undistracted. God bless him for me. I will continue to be a vegetarian for my family, my darling, my darling's family, my fybie and my offsprings.

I would like to pray also for my cousin who is in the midst of her crossroads when decision making is very crucial and important to her and her offspring at this very moment . may god bless her with mental strength, mental resilience, physical ability and happiness to continue her path upon her decision. may god bless her to be strong and not be overcomed or engulfed by fear, uncertainty, and low self esteem or self confidence. a lady like her deserves the best treatment in the world, but unfortunately, fate twists and turns making people weak, yet strong at the same time.

“What is important to remember is that people are resilient, and people do have the ability to build again.”
Christine Anderson

God bless us all, my family, my darling, my bell, my fybie and my closest kins, not forgetting my friends.

like i said...i am sorry (T_T)

...i should not have let tangible things occupied my mind and thoughts and forgot how much you love me... i love you. and i miss you. terribly. muacks (T_T)

17 months and 14 days

sorry darling, that we nearly forgotten what is love...i am not sure how could a gigantic thing called love could ever be forgotten, but i know we nearly did. in the real world, besides love and feelings, there are tangible challenges that we have to face everyday. like money issue. and this has caused a lot of displeasures, disagreements, disadvantage for our relationship.

I have realised that i nearly lost love because of money and i should never let that happen.Darling, i just want to tell u that i love you and i am sorry to let money drive me nuts. you should also be careful, not to let money drive u nuts.

thoughts: i just visited my friend's wedding website, and it made me feel all love again through the website, photos and words.. I want something as strong as this to mark our togetherness....to remind how we got together and fall in love...

I love you darling, muacks...